My life is such a damn roller coaster. After having my tattoo on since 9-22-09, I found out that now it has to be removed due to an error within the quote and there is noway possible to correct it without having to remove it. The process is slow and will take anywhere from 4-6 months to completely remove. Thank goodness it is only one color and it really hasn't had a chance to set.Maybe it wont take as long but, I am willing to remove it and now I really wonder if I will in fact replace it. After looking at it on me there are times that I don't like it and there has been many friends that oppose it as much as I do. Then there are the friends that like it and says it looks sexy on me. but I don't see it. So as time goes on I will consider, reconsider about this tattoo. In the mean time I am still dealing with my legal woes for which I am being sued for a really large sum of money (one number with 4 zeros behind it). All this stress has placed me in the hospital for 7 days and now I have to return for surgery sometime prior to Christmas. My personal life with my friend Peter is all fucked up once again. It seems that we can never become friends and enjoy life's true dreams together. I must admit however, he has been a true friend and when things in my life are not the way it is suppose to be, Peter has always and never has let me down. He has been there for me forever and I don't understand as to why and how he can put up with me the way he does. I, to be very honest have treated, Peter like real dog shit lately and he still remains to be there for me and to be a true friend when I need him. This is the small version of Jared's life and I felt it necessary to share this to all my friends here on CTV and the other sites that I use. So, guys let me here from you and tell me that I am a true bastard and don't deserve to have,Peter in my life. Jared