Heller. My name is Kenneth. I'm 19, just looking to make friends and free my mind from boredom from time to time. Also please no one over 26. I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be rude. It's just my preference. Please respect it. Hmm what's next? I want to be able to find something real, true, dark and deep. I want to find someone who can be brutely honest with me, as well as I can be the same. Someone who can rip out my heart and show me how it can feel to be loved, once again. I've had my heart broken several times. I know I'm only 19 right, but that doesn't mean that I don't know what love is. I'm attracted to the unnorm. I like things twisted, different, and dark. I love to have my daily drink, if not more. I also love to smoke weed. It's not a drug to me, but more of a release. I love music, I want to be a singer, I love writing music. I like to get deep inside an emotional feeling and thinking about it for days or even weeks at a time till I can get out how I truely feel. I hate crying, because it never solves anything, but I do cry when shit gets real. I get depressed and down about a lot of little things, and I supress it so far into my soul till I can't take it anymore. Some say that I'm a fucked up individual and I'm alright with that. I get turned on by fucked up people. Weird right? But it's who I am, and I don't plan to change. If  I wanted help I would help myself, but life is about the little moments and the different people we come across. I'm spontaneous and hate planing. I'm a get up and go type of person. Its not wise, but to me it's fun. So yea this is alitte about me. Can you truely put the puzzle together, and press my buttons or are you scared or uninterested. I don't care. I'm alone and I love the freedom of being me.