Let me start off by saying im not down to earth im not easy going, I'm addicted to drama and i absolutely LOVE Mind Games! @.@

//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// This profile is dedicated to the memory of two kids who lost their lives on Feb. 12 2008 Lawrence King: 15 Who died after being shot in the head because he was gay. And Brandon Mcinerney: 14 Whose life as he knew it ended the moment he pulled the trigger... ///////////////////////////////////////// /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I'm young and dumb... I'm a psychologist in training I am poet a thinker hopeless romantic a lil heartbroken and a lil cursed Dark and Divine people tell me i've got a lil hippie in me...maybe lastly it is not my aim bring out the worst in ppl... i only want to bring out the truth ...but sometimes the truth is the worst /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// People I Love:

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THINGS I ENJOY: -sleeping and waking up when i want -quiet -chicken salad -the word CUNT. -green tea -cooking -eating -eyebrows o.o -little people -special people -video games! -fantasy -garlic -water -toys -porno -love stories -big crazy raver clubs -trippin @.@ -status updates -lazing about -Denny's -cussin -taggin -skipping class when the weather is really bad -skipping class when the weather is really nice -being drunk -hippies -people who say "ya man..."(aka hippies) -street kids -dragonflies -cats -those jackets with the fake fur on the hoods -hoodies -Malibu (the rum not the place) -NYC -Tokyo -dragons -boys -thinking -pointing out how smart ppl who think they are dumb are and pointing out how stupid ppl who think they are smart are. THINGS I HATE: -When people write long ass list of things they hate. Wtf I'm not changing the way i live my life just to make you happy! Would you do the same for me?! Hmmm?!?! ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

    
        
    

///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////"This Things I Believe:" Two Christians came up to my school's campus with big signs, stood on a hill and started yelling at us and preaching the word of their god These Beasts of the sea, as i like to call them, Told us how god can save you from being gay and how only through jesus can homosexuals be cured and know salvation...Rot like that ... These Children of god came here to deliver a message...but they didnt know who they were preaching to It didnt take long for them to get a response Before they knew it, the two preachers were being blocked by a crowd of protesters who had quickly fashioned their own signs saying things like: "Love is Love" or "God Made Me Gay" and my personal favorite "How Can God Hate if He Doesnt Exist?!" (i get it). I have to honestly say it takes alot for me to be proud of someone or something and i've never really liked school or the idea of school pride or spirit in anyway shape or form But now for the 1st time in a long while i can say that i am truly proud of who i am and where i come from. But most of all i am proud of all of you who stood up said what you had to say. When adversity came you faced it without fear You were never angry and when you were angry you were never violent and you showed only Love And proved that God IS Love and that Love Is Stronger than hate. With that in mind and all of you in my heart I will do my best with what i have to foster change Understanding and of course Love... And at the end of that drizzly day I looked up and saw this:

//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// Poetry: My Only Wish I love the silence of the dark my dear The splendid stillness that the shadows bring. My only wish is that you could be here To make a little noise that we could share; A vagrant conversation on the swing? I'd love you in the silent dark my dear. On Winter nights, in voiceless atmosphere, I listen for the songs the sirens sing. I only wish that you could somehow hear. I hate it when the dreadful dawn draws near And plagues us with a hordes of sun in spring. I'd love to spend all day in dark my dear. Gardens in the eve are free of fear; No hornets by the blossoms set to sting. How beautiful it'd be if you were here. The weight of night is sometimes hard to bear. I see it more as kindred than a thing. Though I do love my faithful darkness dear, My one regret is you could not be here. ~Me