lets see my life....its complicated it fucked up, but i have a blast at it lol i love to party i love to meet random people no really i do random as fuck people lol i ramble over nothing i have an attitude prob. (only when people are stupid or piss me off) i love video games i am a ddr geek i love to work out i live with my bestfriend and his wife and a drag queen named cheryle. i dont date or fuck drag queens (personal rule) i am bi not gay umm anything else you wanna know hit me up peace peeps i am not single you can usually find me in the chat room cause well im weird and like to chat in the chat room lol o` i have more pix i will be putting up but my phone drive is floating around the house somewhere no idea where lol yea i use my phone drive as my jump drive cause well my phone goes with me every where i go jump drives not so much lol i smoke cig. only i drink i party im a stripper i get bored easily and when you ask whats up i will usually say looking for my smokes cause i tend to misplace them lol those and my phone i`d lose my head if it wasnt attachted lol i wear a choker no its not sexual i wear it cause of sedimental issues in which i do not wish to enclose in this site or any other if i wish to tell you i will but i wont just tell you my life story but i am an open book i hide nothing im honest and most people dont like it beings why i only have a few people i can call true friends my life sucks but its my life and i will live it how i can everyone`s is diff. mine is complicated dont try to uncomplicate it, it wont work you will just become the way mine is or worse so dont bother i dont make plans if i do i always some how manage to fuck it up to where i cant fix it so i dont do it i live my life on a whim most dont understand it so im gonna put it like i say to everyone whether you get it or not i dont know or care lol i live like a gypsie my life is a walking contradiction i long for things in which i will never have i love to travel but im stuck in one place at the moment my gypsie heart cant take this anymore but soon i will escape this place and follow the ways of my life once again if you get it good for you if you dont.dont know what to tell you i have to say that i a not into the "hookup" thing i feel more compfortable with being ina relationship but then again i have a minor fear of commitment...meaning when i get into a relationship with someone i tend to fuck it up cause when i start to feel comfortable with the person i break it off and then when i realize i fuck up something that could have been great i try to get them back and i never do because i fucked it up in the first place i know i am weird and i know people might not understand but it happens i guess where i live i see noone worthy of dateing not because im that shallow but because i know every homo in this town and most are whores and or are fat ugly creepy ect. i know i seem shallow which its true but im not one of those that are like all about looks i just think you have to be attractive to me in order for me to be able to have a relationship with you cause well yea personality will get me to fall in love if there is a such thing but to be ina functional relationship i must be physically atractted to you to sorry thats just how i see it if you get to know me you will learn the closer you are to me the further you are from me i dont really like for my friends to know what goes on in my head it would probably frighten them away and they wouldnt speak to me hell i wouldnt speak to me if my friends voiced what i think i have lost my way in the world i once thought i found it then i lost it i dont like the person i have become i became the one thing i hate and if you get to know me you will never see it if that makes any sense to you good luck trying to figure me out im a walking contradiction and you think im joking when i say that but im dead seriousgo luck trying to fig. me out cause i have yet to do it.

{update}

I am wanting to be a male model or a porn star have not figured out witch one i wanna do so open for suggestions :)

I love to be infront of the camera and I am a male entertainer (suprisingly i usually dont get in my underwear while on stage)

All my pictures are me and most are/will be taken by my photographer who wishes to remain un named becuase he usually does weddings and things of that sort :)

I love food all kinds mostly italian and I love to cook it too :)

I am a contradicting person I love and i hate at the same time i get depressed over nothing and i become happy for no reason just as quickly i only have a short fuse when people are stupid

i am what you would call a bisexual but I say i belive in love and beauty.

some call me vain and shallow and i would somewhat agree; but the thing is on that ones I hang out with beautiful people and always will

well if you have read all this congratulations you gain a cookie!

later peeps